[21 Mar 2010|10:50pm] __postsecret [fueledbycupsoup] I would give anything not to feel this way. Being in love sounds so glamorous, but out of all of the relationships I've been in, and all of the people I've been with, this is only my second time being in love and it's just as painful as the first. When he leaves me, which he will, is it going to be another 7 years of me crying and missing one person until I find someone else to crush me all over again? How can this feel so beautiful one moment, and so shitty the next? I just want a fucking break. Just give me a break. Please. [2] |@

[21 Mar 2010|09:40pm] __postsecret [lyss917] 1. my boyfriend might be going to prom with another girl that i've known my whole life. it doesn't bother me, i understand  i really don't want him to go 2 . i just asked my mom why she doesn't feed me, i'm still her daughter, i still live at home, if she's feeding my three brothers she should be feeding me too. she told me she doesn't feel like that's true and she doesn't have to; that this house is only for me to sleep in i'm moving out as soon as i possibly can. i hate crying because i feel like no one cares anymore. [2] |@

[21 Mar 2010|09:41pm] __postsecret [hilolomg] [ mood | sad ] i'm tired of being used for my ears and my advice it hurts to be used and forgotten and i miss who we were and how we talked. this is getting lonely. [1] |@

[21 Mar 2010|06:45pm] __postsecret [terribletruth99] I can't bring myself to actually kiss someone, Because I feel like I'm cheating, Even though I've been single for weeks now. [2] |@

[21 Mar 2010|03:49pm] __postsecret [dontletgo_ever] When I listen to Atmosphere I feel like the most empowered, determined person in the world. [1] |@

[21 Mar 2010|10:54am] __postsecret [untilyourehome] Last night was terrible.So, this morning I have locked myself in my room. I'm only wearing shorts and drinking boxed wine for breakfast out of an old prom glass. Even though I should feel pathetic, I'm happy to be alone. @

[21 Mar 2010|02:41pm] __postsecret [whatever_freak] I'm not happy. And I'm so confused about everything. @

[21 Mar 2010|10:40am] __postsecret [baby_shakeitup] I am compensating for the lack of the emotional relationship that I crave with meaningless sexual encounters. [1] |@

[21 Mar 2010|09:53am] __postsecret [pomegranate_md] I want to study abroad in Iran.  Too bad my parents and the country aren't going to let me.  @

I don't want to wake up tomorrow. [21 Mar 2010|03:05am] __postsecret [darkviewoflife] I'm not exactly suicidal but if I had a way to do it I would........I guess that makes me suicidal. @

[21 Mar 2010|02:55am] __postsecret [jamie_love13] I'm angry at you because you always bitch to me about how everyone lies to you and you never deserve it. This past week, I've found out two things: You really have talked shit about me behind my back, and you really were dating her for many months, even though you told me the two of you were no longer together. About both things, you've lied to me. I'm angry because I still like you a lot you don't deserve to bitch at me and be all hypocritical about it. @

[21 Mar 2010|02:50am] __postsecret [ilive4theday] im just so done with feeling like this... im not a depressed person. but with all this shit ive been dealing with, sometimes i just cant handle it all... & it just sucks i just wish to run away & start a new life, where no one knows my name or my life... @

[21 Mar 2010|01:55am] __postsecret [hot_and_steamy] I just started up my new journal and have been writing in it for almost a month now. None of my friends on my old journal use LJ anymore. :( Secret: I would never want any of my friends in real life to be able to read my journal entries. Guess I am looking for some friends through this community to interact with on their journal and mine. I miss reading all their posts when I was active over 5years ago. [4] |@

[20 Mar 2010|09:03pm] __postsecret [st_ends] I don't like Inglorious Basterds because I am German and my family has a very "colorful" military history. [4] |@

[20 Mar 2010|09:46pm] __postsecret [fueledbycupsoup] I am not comfortable with this situation. In fact, I hate it and I see what's going on. I always see it. I know much more about people than I let on. I need a hug. [1] |@

[20 Mar 2010|08:26pm] __postsecret [terribletruth99] 1. I still have nailpolish on my toes from last november. 2. I really did want to kiss him today, but I know he likes a challenge, and needs to work for it in order to really appriciate it, so decided I'm going to make him wait, and then it will mean more. (Side secret) He doesn't know that I know how to get into a guys head just as well as he knows how to do such with a girls. 3. I can see us being fantastic in bed. 4. I can't stand when someone says "you want his dick" I find it so crude, and unattractive. @

Unconditional Desire [20 Mar 2010|06:41pm] __postsecret [thetruthshines] For eight years my joy and happiness have depended on one boy. I try to change that but cannot. Now I'm afraid I've been lying to myself about our "connection," and if I'm wrong, it means I lose all hope I have in life. And that makes me feel pretty shallow. @

[20 Mar 2010|11:16pm] __postsecret [ellie_wellie123] 1- I'm scared I'm totally lying to myself and that deep down, I'm totally normal and nothing is wrong with me. 2- Like many people here, I'm terrified of people knowing who I am who I on here. I keep checking my freinds list and reading their Journals just in case they are on of my friends from real life. 3- I get paranoid when my family is on the computer downstairs, incase they can see what I'm doing on my computer up in my room. 4- I'm terrified that if I go to the same Uni as her, she'll stop me from living the life I want to live. 5- I want to live in America so much that it actually hurts sometimes. 6- I'm scared that I'm not good at anything. [2] |@

[20 Mar 2010|01:34pm] __postsecret [st_ends] Your 8 year old daughter looks like a hooker. And you are a shitty parent. I was out with my dad today and a team of young 8 to 10 yr old cheerleaders walked by wearing mini skirts, tops that barely covered their breasts which they don't even have yet (with their entire stomach exposed), and enough red glitter and red lipstick to paint my house. It was disgusting. You're breeding pedocandy. This shit is not cute on a grown woman, why would a young girl look good? I've never had to bite my tongue so hard to my opinion to myself. @

[20 Mar 2010|02:26pm] __postsecret [untilyourehome] I always get nervous posting to livejournal, because I'm always afraid someone will find out who I am. I clear my history, and won't have facebook up or anything, incase something weird happens and my post gets shared with facebook. I'm paranoid. I guess I just don't like people knowing things about me, and my journal says it all. I also get really scared about adding people because of this, too. [4] |@

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